:):):) it has literally been awhile since i've been this excited and anxious about something christmas and university :):). Well, i signed up last night with my dad because i was soo excited. Man oh man, i feel kinda excited and scared at the same time haha. but yeah.. excited,excited,excited :)i can't wait.
ANTICIPATING: Christmas and University :)
When you find someone that means so much to you,
it hurts to breathe, literally.
Do you honestly miss me deep within your heart?
Oh man, feeling so stressed this year. I can't even concentrate honestly, I'm so frustrated with everything.I'm trying my best and not giving up but i keep feeling like I'm screwing everything up. I'm not satisfied with my marks at school at all, pressure keeps on building and building. Right now, i just feel like i want to crumble and take a break. So much stress overcoming me that i'm not even focused anymore.
OH FML. I just want to break down and cry. I just wish that someone would catch me before I would hit the ground.. I need the motivation to not give up.
We are going different directions
I know it will be hard
we were best friends
and now we are ripped apart
I remember the good days we had
throughout these 2 long years
you were there when I was sad
even when I was in tears
But now its all changed
we cant be together anymore
no more notebooks to exchange
or laughter to adore
No more inside jokes to hear
or gossip in the hall
now we have reality to fear
and that’s the worst of them all
I will never forget that smile of yours
and how it made me glad
just remember you'll always be
the bestest friend I've ever had
When friends are forced to be apart from each other for whatever length of time, it will be a difficult period for the two of them. They will be forced to go through their normal routines apart from each other. Each one may miss the qualities that the other contributed to the friendship. There is a saying that, "absence makes the heart grow fond". This may be an opportunity for each of them to realize how important each one is to the other's life.. They will miss each other, and long for the time when they can be together again.
our friendship is one big inside joke that no one will understand but you and me..
The truth is, if you really want me in your life,
you will find a way of putting me there. No matter what it takes,
despite what others may say, you would do anything.
But I can see that there are many girls in your life, and yet you keep thinking of me momentarily. I don't get it. I still read what you have to say from time to time, but if you miss me like you say you do, you would do something about it.
I still think about it sometimes, and wonder if what I did a few weeks ago was the best thing for me. But you know, now I'm gonna have to face a consequence, that if i end up seeing you somewhere, how would i react? what would i do? Will I smile at you the same way I used to? I don't know.. you don't have to say any anything but when times like this comes, be ready to embrace me because I know that I will stumble. This is when i will need you the most.
Thank you , for letting go.
It's time to let go , move on , fresh start.
Fate decides who walks into your life.
You decide who you allow to stay,
Who you allow to walk away..
And who you refuse to let walk out..
Just know that I've never been a big fan of long goodbyes.
and this time, I hope that my goodbye will actually mean something to you...
