Unpredictable.

Man, i'm feeling so stressed out for the past 2 and a half weeks. Haven't been on the computer period but damn, i feel like i am going to die soon. I honestly have no life whatsoever =/ Always so worried about so many things that my planner does not even have enough room. I think i feel sick to my stomach knowing that i'm always so worried now and my massive headaches that i've been getting alot last year? well clearly, they are becoming worse this year. It's been getting quite difficult to hold myself together and not stressing out, I've been swearing so much up to the point who knows... and my close friends know that i NEVER swear. omgosh... It's getting difficult catching my breathe to catch the glimpses of the things that are real to me. I guess i can only perceive and wait for now... The only thing i need now is the reassurance that i can do anything, that i can strive forward, and that i won't give up no matter how hard everything is.. i just need this encouragement that i can do it. because as of right now, i'm feeling as if im slowly giving up.