Unpredictable.

Maybe I'm unpredictable.
Maybe I'm difficult to read through.
Maybe I still think about it.
Maybe I smile pretending that I'm always okay.
Maybe when your not around, I don't have the same old anxieties.
Maybe it's when your around, feelings rush back to me.
Maybe it's because i miss you.
Maybe it's because you hurt me that i love you even more.
Maybe my heart hasn't let you go completely.
Maybe I am just a afraid to take another chance.
Maybe I'm just scared to grow up.
Maybe I'm scared of growing apart.
Maybe I'm scared to fall for you so hard again.
Maybe I'm scared of being lied to.
Maybe I'm scared to trust anyone.
Maybe I'm scared to believe.
Maybe I'm scared to love.
Maybe I'm scared to get hurt.
Maybe I'm scared at the fact that everything we do now, effects who we are in the future.
Now the question is, will i ever stop loving you?
To be honest I'm really scared to know the answer....