Unpredictable.

I feel like i'm sick,
I feel like im setting up such high standards for myself
I feel like im falling apart
I feel irritated
I feel like im not being collective
I feel like i cant pull myself together
I feel like there is no one there to motivate me
I feel frustrated
I feel unhappy
I feel So disappointed in myself sometimes
I feel like im pushing myself to hard
I feel like giving up.

I guess in the end, if i didn't have any expectations i wouldn't have to be so disappointed....