Unpredictable.

it has been a long long time since i've posted something here really. posting stuff on tumblr now is becoming toooo i don't know how to say it, but pretty much everyone knows your business when you try to express yourself. At least here, i know i can be conservative and keep my feelings to myself and not the let the whole damn world know.

I kinda miss you. It has been a long while. I always seem to wonder whether or not your okay because I really worry for you. Honestly, i do miss talking to you. Nevertheless, I hope everything is okay because i miss you THAT much Dara. I really do. <3

MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS :)
so um, i feel quite happy that its christmas today.
not only that i get to spend it with the family
but he also responded to what I had to say.

:)<3

So um, i love the way you make me smile, without even trying :)
can't wait, for university, you'll be seeing me everyday. :)
:) you make me smile 24/7, and i love every second of it.

:):):) it has literally been awhile since i've been this excited and anxious about something christmas and university :):). Well, i signed up last night with my dad because i was soo excited. Man oh man, i feel kinda excited and scared at the same time haha. but yeah.. excited,excited,excited :)i can't wait.

ANTICIPATING: Christmas and University :)

When you find someone that means so much to you,
it hurts to breathe, literally.
Do you honestly miss me deep within your heart?

Oh man, feeling so stressed this year. I can't even concentrate honestly, I'm so frustrated with everything.I'm trying my best and not giving up but i keep feeling like I'm screwing everything up. I'm not satisfied with my marks at school at all, pressure keeps on building and building. Right now, i just feel like i want to crumble and take a break. So much stress overcoming me that i'm not even focused anymore.
OH FML. I just want to break down and cry. I just wish that someone would catch me before I would hit the ground.. I need the motivation to not give up.

We are going different directions
I know it will be hard
we were best friends
and now we are ripped apart

I remember the good days we had
throughout these 2 long years
you were there when I was sad
even when I was in tears

But now its all changed
we cant be together anymore
no more notebooks to exchange
or laughter to adore

No more inside jokes to hear
or gossip in the hall
now we have reality to fear
and that’s the worst of them all

I will never forget that smile of yours
and how it made me glad
just remember you'll always be
the bestest friend I've ever had

When friends are forced to be apart from each other for whatever length of time, it will be a difficult period for the two of them. They will be forced to go through their normal routines apart from each other. Each one may miss the qualities that the other contributed to the friendship. There is a saying that, "absence makes the heart grow fond". This may be an opportunity for each of them to realize how important each one is to the other's life.. They will miss each other, and long for the time when they can be together again.

our friendship is one big inside joke that no one will understand but you and me..